Sunday, February 7, 2010

She who...


needed: new friend

who has cooked at least 30 turkeys
who has washed cloth diapers
who remembers Elvis's TV debut
who knows what no money means
who has stolen a pineapple from the field
who has changed sizes at least five times
who counts their chicks no matter how old
who cries for those in nursing homes
who worries about her own old age
who has had at least three hair colors
who weeps at figure skating
who longs for Tuscany
and who is willing to still dream

purpose: endless laughter and conversation

Nowhere


http://artpropelled.blogspot.com/

little bits of clay
adhered to small blocks
all being washed by the sea
in a place called nowhere
seen by people everywhere
all thanks to a post
on a blog
by an artist
called robyn
magic

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Swirling


Free thoughts
swirling
dancing
colliding
years of facts
conclusions
beliefs
suddenly
murky
mysterious
unclear
so who what where am I?

just that dancing particle?

Monday, January 25, 2010

Crow Friend


Hey crow hey crow
what ya goin do
when they come for you

you actin like a tough dude
but I know better
you just shared my mc muffin

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Waiting for Spring

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Swans and Haiti

giant white wings
angels in the valley
everywhere white clusters
of geese and swans

same planet
in Haiti misery and death
in Skagit nature's glory

no sense no order
gusty winds blowing
confusion and helplessness
giving over

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Haiti

Such complete unbearable suffering added to decades of pain and grief; Haiti's people need our prayers and our help. It is hard to carry on when one knows that such death and destruction is
happening not so far away. Our world is pretty small and we are all a heartbeat away from the ravages of nature, war, and hunger. May the aid being sent help in to some degree their suffering.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Resolutions?


into the new-
new year new attitude
unsteadily lurching into the next
wondering if I can recreate
myself anew

that old trick
used brazenly many times
new year new girl
new journal pages
new lists on the fridge
new underwear from Macy's
newly sharpened pencils
new health foods

only questions are
where does the old me go
what happens to
the old attitudes
the over worked dreams
the unfinished projects
the socks with no mates
the clothes that don't fit

where do I store the old me
while I conjure up a new version?
and what if I need the old me again?

Monday, December 21, 2009

Winster Solstice


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7Op3Sz3lPM&feature=related

Light a candle
add wood to the fire
pour a cup of cider
bang the drum
watch the bonfires
count your blessings
embrace the darkest of nights
and "burn the clocks"

welcome the light

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Yup the nose knows!!!


Snow; pretty snow;not too much but a treat anyways...
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Smell of Snow



the kids say my nose knows

I can smell snow
in Alaska my sinuses ached
in Germany the migraines would come
in Hawaii I waited endlessly
in Washington I smell it coming
no Kiro weather reports
are more accurate
dry air shifting
getting moister
then the big wet flakes

and the cameras come out...yay

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Greenman

our greenman stands guard
over the garden
season in season out
watching life
witnessing new growth
recording bee hums
counting the daffs
birds shit on him
his skin rusts
nothing phases him
he just stands and waits

I could learn from him

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving 09


waiting for the balloons
in Herald Square
stuffing the turkey
wiping down the counters
listening for memories

over the river and thru the woods
I am that place now
tried a new chutney
I already know
they will hate it.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Detachment

photo by betterlivingwithherbs...
dreaming about detachment

armed with layers of connections
duties, responsibilities, shoulds
fully weighed down

wondering what detaching unleashes
naked of the chains, what follows

would one float away like a
freefloating dream?

like dandelion fluff

Monday, November 9, 2009

Crow Woman revisted



my crows follow me everywhere
nagging, egging me on, taunting
caw caw, pay attention
we are the keepers of the sacred law
laughing amongst themselves.. little jokes
hopping to internal street beats
chewing on gum wrappers and carrion
charmers, old as time

Saturday, November 7, 2009

November



only a few yellow leaves hang on
deck covered with crimson
webs span all the doors
spider girls spinning like mad
fairy lights hung in all the corners
cider simmers with cinnamon
searching for yam recipes
checked out cheap flights to Mexico

Must be November in Washington

Coping

Edvard Munch. Anxiety, 1894. Munch Museum, Oslo

investigate using more whole grains
check election results
get celica to the shop
call my senator
worry about health care bill
research Green River flooding
create something in studio
find new sources of protein
cry over over Ft Hood shootings

practice serenity
be transcendent?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Tea


Tea cups in hand
we lean in towards each other

The stories are eagerly waiting
they need to come out

Such joy at connecting
yet always a risk-never easy

Ah yes common ground
we are not alone

Ah yes women survive
even thrive

The stories are indeed
all that we have.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Into the New . what next?


the new scary gestalt
seeing the whole shebang
praying for skills to manifest
visions so clear I can touch them
muse calling
come and jump into the clay
wondering how I ended up here
red gems and old glass
bronze vessels and textiles
all intertwining
making jewelry,
making talismans
making amulets
making tools for shamans
who ever dreamed
of this

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Late Bloomers



second wave of honeysuckle
wafting across walkway
late summer shadows
first glimpses of fall
ripe tomatoes
white phlox
late casa blancas
squirrels ramping up
for annual oak frenzy
red leaves at top of maples

me walking- finally
striding into fall




Wednesday, August 26, 2009

For Ted 8/24/2009

ABC photo

the common good
commonweal
looking out for others
paying a living wage
stepping out from privilege
taking risks
speaking to power
living with his own demons
and doing it all with
power and passion
and that Irish laugh
this man will be missed!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Cle Elum


http://www.pnwadventures.com/tag/cle-elum/

Darkest blue night sky
songs drift from the river
air creeps in -crisp and full of flavor
snuggled cocoon-like
occasional dog barking
or is it coyote?
pine needles falling like rain
cones knocked down
like missiles by zealous squirrels
ah, Cle Elum
great place for good dreams



Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Re- connections


Changes, differences, communication gaps
losing touch, losing trust, losing friends
ah reconnecting
tenuous reaching out, hoping to heal
needing the circle of good intention
egos and facades fade when facing
mortality

The Pod

photo by Kim Clements

Orcas
black and white
dipping and diving
ancient ones
witnessing them
brings tears
their eyes dark pools
the young
mimicking the mothers
we are a pod
they are a pod
will we all survive?

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The Healing


in and out of pain
in and out of here
in and out of now
in and out of consciousness
in and out of awareness
in and out of dreams

short spurts of sleep
an aching like an an ancient hurt

another bump in the road
another learning experience

on the other side-
pure gratitude

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Big Heart


big face
big laugh
big heart
healer woman
matters to many
changed things

may she be in beauty and peace


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Sanctuary

http://www.metrocast.net/~hiker/

ice slipped over branches
like gloves
each breath crystalizing
in the throat
silence broken only
by crunching steps
a frozen shine, an altar
waiting for the prayers
of the pilgrims

Dream II


crossing the bridge
mountain mists
hovering over path
like ghosts
coming along for the ride
red rings circling
the birches
careful with each step
Irish moss
bouncy to the touch
flag up ahead
signaling a

change of course

Dream

www.catnaps.org/islamic/ islamimages/12inlay.jpg

silver inlaid on mahogany doors
white shoes to go
with the dress
kisses and longing
big old conference table
tiny apartment
low ceilings
driving madly
down rutted road
sweetness and exuberance
quite the dream

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Easy



have it easy
learning to let go
of permanence

a wave rolling in and out
a sunset dazzling and disappearing
a peony- diva fluff then wilted away
new snow fresh then trampled
a family reunion and leaving alone

no holding on
no grasping
only this moment and eternity


Sunday, June 21, 2009

The Maze

starwon.com.au/ ~cfrench/Maze.jpg

messy love
complicated devotion
reluctant restraint
silenced views
controlled passions
diminished influence
circular dialogue
endless hope
unparalleled admiration
the maze

parenting grown children


Culture Clash



artificial safety
illusions of sameness
removal of conflict
structured peace
passionate reflection
art as escape
fake bliss
artist not warrior
contradictions abound

what to do?
what to think?
how to act?






Monday, June 15, 2009

Falling

http://www.birdforum.net/opus

falling, falling
plummeting over a cliff
reaching for a rope
a ledge, a toehold
cannot make everybody happy
cannot make everybody safe
so fall it is

what can I see
on the way down?

what can I learn on the way down?

have I come this way before?




Monday, June 1, 2009

She Who Sits


she who sits 
in leather
her beauty
not skin deep
eyes that hear you
ears that see you
rarely words
a vessel of compassion
slowly slowly unsheathing
your heart
me-
endless gratitude

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Kind Heart

www.bobleroi.co.uk/. ../InnerLight.jpg

kind heart
gentle presence
passing through
like a falling leaf
like a shaft of light
like a spider's web
soft, effortless
I think
we need more of that

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Honoring she who...




she who remembers birthdays
and graduations

she who delivers funny lines 
with a serious face

she who listens 
to the truth, tales and outright lies 

she who carries all the stories
even the hard ones

she who has a tender center
and a resilient cover

she who perseveres 
in a ring of fire

she who made a life
out of pure determination

she who writes haiku 
and lives outside the lines

ahhh.

"An old pond
 A frog jumps in
 The sound of water"

Matsuo Basho


 


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Clay


speaking gives way 
to forming shapes
allowing the silence 
to ignite the
muse within
new territory
beginner's mind
groping, stumbling 
unsure

Monday, May 11, 2009

Spirit Lake



she told stories about
inuits  and 
swimming holes
Berlin after the war
poor people and 
civil rights

she wove tales 
of courage and ethics
of service and joy

she gave me a burl
from Spirit Lake
before Helen blew
her stack

she called out
have it good..

in memory:  Mary Lee N




She who...


 
colors clashing
acrylic yarn
no itchy wool for her
mix it  up 
express yourself
shout out 
her world 
as tight as a drum
voiceless
powerless
knit one purl two
no will ever
ever hear the rage

afghans do speak

Remembering




under the maple
knees ground in soil
silk scarf wiping tears off stone
echoes of gruffness
longing for connection
waiting my turn 

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Mothers Day




lonely sleepy nights 
bouncing colicky baby
agony at
little league 
your kid on the bench
prom dress shopping and hysteria
algebra tutoring with 
resulting brain drain
sobbing daughter
on the couch
donating toilet paper 
for first apartment
birth of grandchild

mothers day indeed

Friday, May 8, 2009

Now


wishes, dreams
maybes, some days,
in the future, down the road
are trumped by
today, soon,
next, immediately, 
currently, now

some sage said:
just do it!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

April's Green



april's green has impact
softens light
conveys hope
lifts spirits
hides winter's debris
announces tulips
teases the senses
calls out to the housebound
heralds the arrival 
of may
 

Thursday, April 23, 2009

North Shore 1968



old samoan nods
poi dog 
follows him into surf
gone
sun moves toward noon
me- I roll over
yell at kids
more lotion
much later
old samoan and dog
return
he nods
me - I roll over

Potsdam 1997



floating
in river reflections
approaching under sail
to eat your crumbs
meditative
always regal
matilda's friend
john the swan



Exit





the key to the door
the way out
the path
the escape
the exit
the resolution
freedom
is the exit sign lit?




Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Demeter

she who
makes arbors
protects birds
worries about others
kicks ass
gathers lavender
dreams of pots
waits for cecile brunner
studies glazes
screams bullshit
lives full out.
demeter, give her a break...

(for linda)


Florence 1971

photo thanks to: farm1.static.flickr.com/ 251/453890781_3a0d4b3..

long ago
apple blossoms above Florence.
old Renault, tiny campstove
mother two daughters huddled
laughing.
us in regimented lawn chairs
rented trailer-enduring
me- dreaming of escape

Babylon


first spring heat
mobs of frantic
gardeners
local nurseries
bursting with color
earth still cold.
planters over eager
yet, to see their bliss
clematis magnolias
petunias tomato plants
crammed on carts
loaded  in SUV's
heading home to Babylon

Beefsteaks


Joe's tomatoes were legend
firm, giant red globes
cut the middle slice
add mayonnaise and bread
heaven
now to remember his tricks
and grow my own

In memory of Joseph Hudyma

Saturday, April 18, 2009

The glorious sun has returned

Photo by Lana Weed

cats know
about dreaming in the sun
about can opener music
about cars that return 
at 5 o'clock
they know about pleasure and joy
they give and give
no wonder they were worshipped

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Spring Hunt



spots of snow scattered
brook whispers: here, here
little tufts of green scattered
on the dandelion banks
the magical treasure-
pussywillows
to be colored with chalk
taken to school
touched and cooed over
the secret place
remains ours

Tough and Tender





tough and tender
like an artichoke
like a cactus
prickly and vulnerable
soft on the inside
or maybe a truffle
chocolate shell crumbles
sweet in the middle
worth the effort?




Monday, April 13, 2009

Gray Skies


living with gray
hungering for shadows  
lusting for reflection
remembering desert sunsets
bare feet on hot sand 
arms bared 
eyes protected
where is the sun?


Eagle's Lunch

swift eagle plunge
half dead chicken
like so many things these days
unsettling
baby eaglets' lunch
our dilemma
haunting choices
in world gone mad

Cookie Love


cookie love is about duckies
and sugar quail and butterflies
made in  a long weekend
for people who say
why don 't you sell them
confusing love with commerce
what will we all remember
little bunnies decked out 
with their ears chewed off


Tuesday, April 7, 2009




Photograph by Michael S. Yamashita

Family

those who heal without your help
those you abandon
those you pray for
those who wake you up in the night 
those whose ghost flits in and out
those who send you images in dreams
those who scent the soil
those whose face appears in your reflection
all of them
family 



Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Parchment

the dream:
parchment butterflies
all lined up
what shall I call them
pressure to name them
do not forget do not forget
parchment butterflies-elusive

off to artfest

Back to posting next week

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Jonquil



daring little bud
smothered with snow
buffeted by winds
stepped on near the footpath
persevere, persevere
it murmurs
at last a cold bright sun
go for it
jump out there
stand tall
make them bend to you



Monday, March 30, 2009

Augsburg 1970


http://image03.webshots.com/3/5/53/2/12755302wojlcgLvLt_fs.jpg
by gator2854


cobble stone bumps
wet snow sticking to eyelashes
giant renaissance doors
scent of old wax
slivers of warm light
faint bell tones
ghosts of old ones
fairy tales and buried dreams
walled city 
comforting


Thank You Andrew

Thanks to Andrew  for mentioning this new blog. I really appreciate it. I leave for artfest 
tomorrow and will be crazed with new ideas.. the muse may burst. JT

High Street


once named high street, uptown
lowdown folks
middle class citizens
those people down under
she stooped over
him heads above
they in the underbelly
fleeting middle america
headlines note uber chic 
underdeveloped whole continents
surfaces, directions, placement
choices?



Shift

"shift" by joan tucker

shifting 
empty tank
lucky dog
bliss potion
not deciding
flow go

Rainbows

photo by joan tucker
rainbows 
marred by
obstacles
in the way 
of hope
passing through
slow down
ever touch a barnacle?




Sunday, March 29, 2009

Turn Turn Turn



No better love than love with no object,
no more satisfying work than work with no purpose,

A secret turning in us
makes the universe turn.
Head unaware of feet,
and feet head. Neither cares.
They keep turning.

Rumi



Chimes, Gongs, Silence

chime in 
tune out
hear the breeze
quiet thunder
call of the gong
lone loon
no known source
dinner bell
coming home

Friday, March 27, 2009

Making Pink

Making Pink

Fresh picked strawberries rubbed on white linen with little fingers

Ladies who Lunch


ladies who lunch
no hats big hearts
laments and laughter
little scars big scares
women who perspire
women who inspire
ladies who launch
antipasto platter
no worries

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Crow Woman


www.crows.net/images/ manychipcrow.jpg

my crows follow me everywhere
nagging, egging me on, taunting
caw caw, pay attention
we are the keepers of the sacred law
laughing amongst themselves.. little jokes
hopping to internal street beats
chewing on gum wrappers and carrion
charmers, old as time






Down into the pit.. Ishtar


From the summits of heaven
she looked into the pit,
she was a god on the summits of heaven
but her heart was in hell,
O Inanna, on the summits,
your heart in hell!

This lady left earth and heaven
and went down into the pit,
power and titles she left,
she went down into the pit..


post retirement blues




Waiting


waiting for white, red flecked peony
waiting for sun
waiting for enlightenment
waiting to get old
waiting to soar
waiting to find the words
waiting waiting

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Musings



Lilacs in Santa Fe
Orchids drooping on orange branches in Coral Gables
Tiger lilies near a brook in Massachusetts
Fireweed fields waving in the breezes in Eagle River
Gardenias covering a bush in Hawaii